Saturday, November 8, 2014

I think I can...I think I can

Things change.


That's just how life works. Our relationship is no different.

When I look back over the past year and a half, it's rather impressive how we have adapted what we are. I mean, if you look at where we started out, what we have been through, and where we are now...it's really nothing short of miraculous.  I often wonder what it is that keeps us from being able to move beyond one another.

I've told myself time and again that I could walk away from you. That little engine in my head chugging along..."I think I can. I think I can."  But I clearly can't. And you clearly can't. The reality is, we really do have something unique.  Something I wouldn't trade for a dozen "good" friends.

For whatever reason, you're still the person I want to tell first when things happen. Even knowing you are with someone else and I will probably never get to see you again face to face or feel your arms wrap around me when I need a hug...you're still the person who "gets" me more than any other person I know. And no matter what changes, I can only hope you know how much I still care about you, about our friendship, and how that will never change.

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