I’ve been wondering how to tell you something. How to explain all that lingers excitedly,
slowly, patiently, impatiently inside me.
How to make you see what it is I’m going through...with you there. Me here.
What seems like worlds apart.
I’ve been wondering how to tell you. How to bring life to the words. How to let you know that everything inside me
twists into knots when I think of you.
That it seems like each thought of you makes the wind hesitate, the sun
blaze brighter, the stars burn away. How
do I tell you this? Make you
understand?
I’ve been wondering how to make it through the next minutes,
hours, days. How much longer must time
meander by before I can feel your warm breath against my skin? Glimpse your inviting, kissable lips as they
descend upon mine? Take in your scent as
I take you in? How?
I’ve been wondering how to tell you how I feel....when all I
really want to do is show you. I want
to climb into your lap, straddle your waist and wrap my arms around your
neck...pulling you close to me, kissing you relentlessly. I want to whisper softly in your ear,
giving you a glimpse of what I have in mind for us. I want to entice you into bed...and give
you every reason to never want to leave.
I want to show you this, and so much more. Show you what real love is, what it looks
like, what it feels like. But I’ve been wondering....how
do I tell you all that hides
within my heart?
