Full time.
Must have experience with complex and extensive repairs.
New construction might be necessary as well.
Demolition experience could be invaluable.
Start immediately!
So...I'm in the market for a brick mason. Because apparently I'm not doing a very good job at building my own walls - or keeping them sound for that matter. And God knows I've been failing miserably at tearing yours down. Some days I'm not even sure if I've been putting any chips in them.
When it comes to my walls...I think it's safe to say that you're already too close for me to keep you away from the areas where you can cause damage. The thing is, part of me wants to leave myself open - follow my own advice and let you in. Consequences be damned. Another part is all about self-preservation. Protecting my heart from the onslaught that I know is possible if we don't feel the same way down the road - if you don't feel the way I do. What gets me is this - I think you do...you're just afraid to admit it or show it - even to yourself. Clearly more afraid than I am. Because I'm all about telling you how hard I've fallen for you...but I won't. I don't want to see those walls go up stronger and taller than they have been. I would hate to see all the progress we've made pushed aside by stone and morter just because I told you how much I care about you. If I could find a way to stop myself from falling more into you while I'm waiting for you to catch up with yourself...that would be helpful. I'm not holding my breath though. Sadly, I know myself too well. I know my heart too well. The walls are down and you've already stormed the castle. Looks like maybe it's a little late for that brick mason after all. Oh well...maybe next time. If there is a next time.
